ambivalent
ambivalent
am·biv·a·lent / æmˈbɪvələnt ; æmˈbɪvələnt /adjective
1. not sure whether you want or like something or not〔心情〕矛盾的:
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•We are both somewhat ambivalent about having a child.我们两人对于生孩子这件事心情都有点矛盾。
ambivalent attitude / feelings etc矛盾的态度/情绪等—ambivalence noun sing., U
•O'Neill had a genuine ambivalence toward US involvement in the war.对于美国参战，奥尼尔的态度真的很矛盾。
—ambivalently adv.